Sunday, December 18, 2005

What's next?

I know it seems way early to be thinking about June, but as an actor, I'm thinking I will be always looking for work six months ahead of time. Last week, we had the MCT Holiday Party, and I began thinking about what amazing work the Tour Actor/Directors are accomplishing each week. The director/founder of the company really hit home with his speech "...since mid-June, the young men and women before you have touched the lives of over 3000 kids, changed lives." This job is hard work, but worth every moment. I know the company will be a part of my life in years to come, but for the summer and fall I'm ready for new work, auditioning for other theatres, strengthening my resume, prepping for grad school, and just learning to trust in the opportunities that lie ahead.

Recently, I was offered a contract for another touring company, but denied because of my current job. Although I have no desire to work for this anonymous company, I felt important, worthy, and confident that there is a future career for me in this industry. I've dropped a jeans size and am able to run farther than ever before. Getting in shape and audition-ready can be done. The road ahead will most likely be bumpy, but I'm ready for the challenge! The more movies I see, the more motivated I become. A friend called me tonight to remind me that "Once Upon A Mattress" was on TV, but I really thought I'd become jealous if I turned it on. Winnifred is my role, why couldn't they have waited just 5 more years before turning it into a movie? It's all good though, I was currently detained enjoying "Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants" with my mom, aunt, and cousins.

Thank God for this break from the tour. I really need the moment to clear my head and plan for what's ahead. If anyone has contacts at a theatre, or think there'd be a role good for me somewhere, please let me know as I begin my search for summer and fall work.

Merry Christmas!